I'm Back!

It's been a while since I sat down on my laptop and wrote a blogpost. Almost 4 months to be exact. And that makes me sad because I LOVE writing. I like having my own little space and just share my ideas. I'm always busy with school and work and it's nice to have this thing you love to do that isn't stressful. I do have a journal that I try to write in a lot but I also like having something online to share with people. I would never let anyone read my journal! Waaay too personal :,)

I really wan't to get back into blogging and to be honest I'm not even sure why I stopped. I think I was uninspired and I also just wasn't feeling happy and so I lost the motivation to write. I made myself a promise that I need to start being happier, and I don't want to jinx it but I feel like I have been doing better than previous years. I've been reading a lot, and reading makes me happy and so I hope to do way more of it this year. I also got one of those adult coloring books, the enchanted forest one, and I feel like that does calm me quite a bit. I have also been feeling more creative. I had a stack of magazines from like last march that I never got the chance to look through, and I have been going through them recently, one by one, and rippling out pages that I love but I'm not too sure what to do with them. 

Over this past month I have also had the biggest urge to start a YouTube channel but I just can't get enough courage to do it! I have been wanting to do it for a while now. I just hate how funny my voice sounds on a video camera! It sounds nothing like me and I just hate hearing myself speak and I don't even think I would be fun to watch! Maybe one day but right now i'm too much of a chicken!

I'm also really excited because I'm graduating from College this coming May and I feel like I will have so much more time to do the things I want to do and this sounds cliche, but I'll have time to discover myself because I feel like I never took the time to do that.

I will try to post something at least 3 times a week. I have so many ideas but it's me finding the time that's the problem. Or most times I do have the time, I'm just the laziest person in the world.